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" When in a relationship, it’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be treated, it’s about how hard they try to keep you around. "

07 December 2010

Mon Coeur de Papier

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away

Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new (something that)
I know moving on is
Easiest when I am around you
So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry

A year has passed
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her (my tongue is)
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry

A year has passed
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights, my bedside is cold
For I am gone and spring blossoms you to me
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights, my bedside is cold
For I am gone and spring blossoms you to me


Entah lah... malam ni rasa macam sayu pulak bila dengar balik lagu All-American Rejects ni. “Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed.” Lirik ni macam tengah cakap terus kat depan muka aku.

Korang tahu tak rasa dia macam mana? Rasa bila hati kau ni dah tak ada perlindungan langsung. Nipis sangat. Senang sangat nak koyak, kena cuit sikit dengan kata-kata pun dah boleh luka berdarah-darah. Orang kata aku sensitive, aku "senang koyak"... tapi diorang tak tahu betapa penatnya nak jaga hati yang tengah barai macam ni. 

Dah lah, nak layan perasaan jap kat bucu katil ni sambil dengar lagu ni on repeat. Moga-moga esok pagi bangun, hati ni dah tak rasa sendu sangat.

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